This week has been great! My ankle has finally gotten better and I'm
playing ball again (: I'm so happy it's good to go and I'm so ready to
bike my way around Cambodia! I have about 13 days left here in the MTC
and I'm going to make them count. My language skills and testimony are
my greatest tools and I'm preparing them for the work. But the most
important weapon in my arsenal is the Spirit. It can pierce the hearts
of those I teach and help them change and come unto Christ. This week I
learned a lot about humility. I learned I can't do this on my own. There
is no possible way. Only through the Lord can I do all things. So this
week I've been working on just that. Trusting the Lord and leaning on
His strength. Turning to Him for guidance and revelation, seeking for
answers through the Spirit, using the Lord's help in lessons and relying
on the gift of tongues and the gift of the Holy Ghost to help me. I've
noticed a huge difference. Lessons are better. Study and preparation for
them are more inspired. I'm learning to listen to the Spirit and as I
do so I feel closer to my Heavenly Father than I ever have before. Last
night we got to have the privilege to hear from Elder Bednar again. It
is amazing when an apostle of God is in your presence. The Spirit is so
strong and the reality of his calling is so powerful. He came on
Christmas as well and we got to text him a bunch of questions on cell
phones he handed out but he didn't get to answer very many on Christmas.
So when I saw him I prayed he would speak to me and lo and behold he
chose to answer my question. (: My question was "why do bad things
happen to good people" He told a couple stories to answer and then a
scripture in Doctrine and Covenants 122. It was awesome! But afterwords I
felt even more humbled, he said we all have struggles and problems. And
some have huge obstacles thrown their way. But they are to help us
grow. The pain and affliction we went through is nothing, literally
nowhere near comparison to our Savior's pain when he performed the
Atonement for us. So from now on I'm going to try really hard to not
complain but bear my trials with patience and faith in my Lord, Jesus
Christ. Because through Him I can and will do all things that are
expedient unto Him. I'm so excited to get over to Cambodia and start
serving the children of God. They deserve it and I'll give them as much
love as I possibly can when I get there and serve them with all my
heart. I love this work and I love my Savior and pray everyday that He
will help me fulfill my purposes. I hope this email makes sense, it's
early and I'm tired (: I love you all back home and hope all is well. I
love my family and Myk for all the love and support they give me. I also
love the ward and all the Christmas cards I received, it's nice to see
some familiar faces (: I love this church and this work sooo much. Have a
great week.
Elder Spencer Nhem
P.S. He lives.
Hey dad, in like 13 days I get to bear my testimony to you in Khmer. I'm
really excited. We've been learning a lot about Cambodian culture and
the language and I feel so ready because all my life I haven't even
realized it but you've been preparing me for this mission. The way
you've raised me and what you've taught me is exactly what I need to do.
Thank you so much. I love you dad. Or should I say khnom srolan phah (:
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